My heart hurts..

And I truly don’t know why.. Is it me or is it you? I mean, we have brief passing conversations but they’re not as lengthly compared with the times I sit n speak to your friends. I said to LT it’s easier to conversate with the ex’s boys then it is with the ex. But I don’t know whether it’s because of awkwardness or just because we have nothing to say anymore. Thinking about it now, we haven’t ever properly talked.. Yeah I see you and spend time with you and you come over but a real honest convo between us was months ago when we’ve been arguing then talked about where our paths are heading. An honest talk not provoked by our bickering is actually back when we began dating. And it hurts to say but that’s been almost 2 years ago. The time we were discussing our future over coffee..